i had an important job to do so i was coming home late, i had but one thing to do at the time, to just go to my bedroom and sleep. however that didn’t happen, not as easily as i had wanted anyway. i feel exhausted yet i couldn’t shut my eyes off, seeing that its no use, i get up and try to do something better with my time, after all time is limited.
i rest my mind and tell myself “i gotta write the important stuff, so that i wont forget them”. i write down all the names of people that are important to me, and some simple explanation to how they are important to me. now i wont say they are many, because really they are numbered by my right hand fingers. i proceed to write about things i want to accomplish and do with my life in the next few years, adding some goals here and there, one of these goals is “i want my life to be simple enough so that nothing complicated will happen, a simple person will always get away from trouble because, well they are simple!”, i say that with a serious expression, even though maybe i was too serious. that night was just that rough, guess i wasn’t simple enough to sleep happily without going to the extremes.