My actions seem to have no meaning right now, but I know for sure it will be of great use in the future.
I feel sad, alone and live a dull life for a long time, I wait for many things everyday but its not making things better.
I lost my motivation, which I still question if I had any to begin with.
My role isn’t of right now, im sure the future will be much better. I keep these feelings with me every day.
I tell myself this is for a greater purpose, it will only become clear later.
If things keep going the same way, it won’t be good for me and everyone.
In order to prevent such an event, I wrote a letter to my future self.
The words in the letter are of very critical value to my future self, it is the words that awaken and I trust in these words.