I love certain things so much, however I can’t find someone to relate to. To share and tell about what I like and enjoy. Every day I feel more alien than before, almost as someone who doesn’t belong to earth. Maybe I went too far and I should have liked what “everyone” liked and enjoyed. But I hate that, most of the time these popular things are not good or interesting for me to do. When I was young I felt confident and more normal, I was really sure of it. However as I grew up the gap between normal and unusual to rare to finally impossible has widened far and beyond. My closest of friends don’t know, my family doesn’t know, nobody knows. Because of this it became harder to hold conversations for longer periods of time.
Everyday i’am waiting, always looking forward to a day very far away. With hope and determination I stay strong. Things keep moving forward and I will follow that path too. I’am still waiting. Someone passes by, takes a look at me and moves on. Will I ever know what’s on their mind?. Perhaps they wanted to talk about their life but unfortunately the circumstances weren’t right, not now. I kept waiting more and this time I got hungry, went out to eat and found some more people waiting for their food. At least we shared that in common for a short while. I’am happy if even its just that.
(X)Follow me, I will guide you to a better place. In it you will find what you need, that is if you still are willing to do it.
(Y)I will follow you, I don’t have a choice at this time.
(x)Good, lets begin.
(X)The path is very dangerous, filled with traps and intense challenges. Its not gonna be easy, this is your last call, Are you 100% you want to follow me?
(Y) im willing to do anything at this point, just let us go and never ask me again.
(Y) I feel tired
(x) im sorry but this is what you choosed
(y)im gonna stop, and go back
(x) you will have to go back alone, I will go on ahead and acclaim your reward for myself
(y) I don’t care anymore, go get it. I will find another way to deal with my problem.
(y) why am I so weak?
(y) im losing hope each passing day
(y) is this it?
(y) I need someone trustable, someone I can depend on
In the end (y) found someone he can depend on, found a different approach and solved his problem, from the start it was a problem of trust and not strength.
after living the independent life for so long, it feels very refreshing to depend on others. Doing enjoyable things alone is not as fun as I would like it to be.
Every person is a body and soul, their own perspective is the real world to them, to me I felt all of these intense world view emotions every time I see someone. I just cant get enough of thinking about it, how selfish we can be for our own benefits, Its very saddening.
Did I become normal once again, or did I become very conscious of the reality in the world we live in, that is something I’m better off not knowing, because in the end that’s not what really matters.
Whenever I see someone, I imagine the hardships they had faced thus far, its either sad or it may seem unfair. I take a second look and imagine the bright side of those hardships, what it meant for others and themselves. Perhaps in the end its all worth it. I’m normal once more again.
what you don’t expect
I finished my duties and went out to get a hot drink, along the way I made a quick visit to my friends house. However he was not there at the time, so I went alone.
When I arrived at the coffee shop there were many people there and I felt sad for myself being alone here. I sat on a far away chair waiting for my hot drink to arrive.
In front of me there were some kids, a family. Since they were a lot they needed an extra chair to sit on, so the little girl slowly walks up to me, and little by little takes the chair away that belonged to my table without saying a word, and every time she moved the chair a little, she stared at me.
It was cute, it was funny to see but above all it made me glad that I decided to go even when my friend was absent. Such experiences are very unpredictable so I take every chance to do something new or different and push myself to do what I think will not be beneficial for me.
how dangerous could it get for a student?
A very normal student, one day decided to play to have fun for a bit from all the studying, while playing he cut his right hand fingers and blood gushed out a lot, and his hands froze after losing his hot blood. Tomorrow he has a hard test and he must use his right hand, however that is not possible in this hard situation. There was only one solution, either do or die. Yes he had to use his left hand even though time was very limited he spent the night practicing using it to write. The morning of the next day, the breeze was very cold and the student is tired yet he wanted to do the impossible in that day.
During the test he was able to use his left hand to write, it wasn’t his only problem as the unexpected just had to happen. It was almost time to finish up the test, the windows were closed and the clouds covered the sun. the electricity cuts off and leaves the class in a black out. Our student still didn’t answer the last question which was worth 99% of the marks. Being in such a dangerous situation, the student came prepared for any danger that may come at him. The air grew hot, and he takes a pair of glasses that lets him see in the dark. As he perfectly finishes the test. While he does so, the teacher was paying very close attention to him, as he can see in the dark perfectly for some reason or another.
After the test the teacher asked to see the student, and accused him of cheating. The student didn’t stop, he used every bit of agility and strength to run away. As he tries his best to run from the lying truth. The student has been put on a wanted list among the school criminals. The whole school turned against him, there was no escape for him. He turned his back for everyone that chased after him and stated his innocence in front of everyone. Half of them believed him and the other half were not convinced. As a war kept happening with both sides, the student took the chance and escaped. In the last hallway he finds the president of the school waiting for him as he was on the opposing side.
The school bell started ringing, signaling the end of the school day, the president was not able to catch the student and ran laughing at him.
The next day in school, the student was caught on the crime of cheating. He was put in school prison, with other school prisoners. Even though the student never did cheat, he still was accused of it. This will never be the end of it, as the student continues to grow and become an adult. Once he does, his revenge plan will take effect. Only after 20 years from now.
A Living Nightmare
There he was sleeping on his bed , it’s been years .he is still sleeping , it is said that this person lives in people’s dreams , that’s why he never wakes up. his body absorbs the energy of the dreamer , that’s why he is alive , this never endless dream traveling , if they stop , his heart will stop , and eventually die , to survive , he travel dreaming.
the story starts when Watrill was born with a strange mark on his two eyes , he lived his life , a lot have tried to avoid him for his strange eyes , even his parents. 10 years later, his parents died by a very rare cause, scantiest found that after Watrill was born , his parents suffered from his DNA. his DNA had a virus that had been inside his parents when he was born , doctors told the parents that they may die in the next few years. after they died , Watrill is the only son of the family with no relatives nearby , at first he had to live in his parents house. while the problem is he can’t survive and Watrill isn’t an accepted person in his society. likely no one want to see his eyes , this is why he had no choice but to absorb people powers.
Watrill already knows why his parents died and this is all because of his virus DNA , his only choice was to do it , Watrill shut down all of the electricity that powers the house , he goes to his parents room , unexpectedly find a paper with a hand written words on them , it was his parents dyeing message they kept until the day came. after reading what’s on the paper , Watrill knew that if just once he uses his eyes , he can never step back again. this is a situation where he must choose to live or die early. he prepared the bed that his parents used to sleep on , he sleeps , and he can never wake up again , until he get old and die , and now the Dreaming life of Watrill starts.
Part 1 the first dream a simulation of reality
Watrill finds himself in the city an area surrounded by a lot of people, he first feared that they will reject him for his marked eyes, to identify the original dreamer he activates his eyes and can see through the reality of dreams. The dreamer is a little girl who fears the crowds, for her this is a horrible nightmare, she’s scared and crying, he tries to approach her.
Watrill: this is just a dream you don’t have to cry young dreamer
Little girl: Really ? I don’t think I’m dreaming this is the bad reality that I have to face everyday
Watrill: Look into my eyes and you will realize the truth
Little girl: What is wrong with your eyes !?
Watrill: it’s a long story, the moral is I need some of your valuable energy to survive
Little girl: No !
Watrill: it’s understandable however I will die if you don’t help me
Little girl: Don’t die !
Watrill: then please listen to me
Little girl: Okay
Watrill: I need you to stay calm right now, you will need to look into my eyes so I can transfer a little bit of your energy into me
Little girl: Sure, but I demand one thing you should tell me something important about you ! I don’t want to wake up forgetting my encounter with someone as special as you
Watrill: (in a joyful voice) that’s one promise I won’t break, you’re a pretty good girl
Little girl: Hehe
*Watrill got some energy !*
Watrill: thanks, well let me tell you something about me that you shouldn’t forget for your whole life, i once was a normal human before things quickly started to fall apart for me, and here I’m in your nightmare, I once had a good friend, he was important to me, however that didn’t last when my eyes started to change, everyone was disturbed even my friend. I was very depressed and I had nothing to do with my life anymore, I felt like the world has ended for me, my parents left me early when I needed them the most, and one more important thing is you I guess haha, please don’t be sad but this is my reality, different from yours, I wish you the best of luck for the future ahead of you, never forget who you once were and who you will be in the future.
Little girl: I don’t know what to say ! I’m sorry !
Watrill: don’t worry about it, I have a better life right now in the dreams of people that’s were I belong now, and I’m glad for that, you are my first supporter, I truly can’t thank you enough.
Little girl: No worries ! good luck in your dream travels
After the encounter watrill moves on to another dream in hopes for encounters that will continue on to keep him alive, a race against time, the harsh reality, the ultimate objective of life.
The next time walter finds a dreamer, the one dreaming ends up not allowing him to take energy, walter life brutally ended on the next dream.